I don't know you
But I think I hate you
You're the reason for my misery
Strange how you've become
my biggest enemy
And I've never even seen your face

Maybe it's just jealousy
Mixing up with a violent mind
A circumstance that doesn't make much sense
Or maybe I'm just dumb

You're the cloud hanging out over my head
Hail comes crashing down
welting my face
magic man, egocentric plastic man
Yet you still get one over on me

Maybe it's just jealousy
Mixing up with a violent mind
A circumstance that doesn't make much sense
Or maybe I'm just dumb

-"Chump", Green Day

I want the Green Day DVD, "Bullet in a Bible".
My birthday is...oh, just about twelve months away. Not too far eh? X)

rawwwrrrr ok I feel funny. I feel really URGHFUCKINGANNOYED, and really, I've no reason to be (wtf eh)
I'm jealous cause Viv went for guitar lessons today (yes the one I'm meant to go to, too)
And I'm jealous cause Dong went to a biker bar and moshed (which I haven't done for ages - mosh that is, not the biker bar) and people just plain irritate me, yes they do.
I could punch someone now. Then beat them up some more and kick them in the kneecaps. Then hide away and cry.
I feel like I could just sit down somewhere and completely space out. I'm so so soooooooo bored

am I going mad here?

Maybe it's just jealousy, mixing up with with a violent mind?
Or maybe I'm just dumb.

or not.